Well,
I generally don't get stressed out. I don't get caught up in human drama, don't concern myself with most things I can't change. I don't think that whatever hardship I may be going through here or there is permanent, nor do I let it ruin my life. I mostly consider myself to not be alarmed much at all, and just pretty much roll with the punches. That said, I have to admit that when money gets tight, sometimes I let it get to me. I haven't been able to retrain myself when it comes to that. Now, I don't ever freak out, but there's always a little unease when I don't know if I can pay the bills or not, or when I think about debts I may have here or there.
Truthfully, I don't want to care about that. For look: even if I can't pay a bill here or there, I'm not deleted from the earth. If I couldn't pay my rent (don't worry, I can pay my rent fine right now) and got kick out onto the street, I would still exist. I won't disappear. I should find something to enjoy about it. Why get in a tizzy? Why? I will not. I REFUSE.
Don't care about this message? That's ok. It's kinda boring anyway. Let's just call this thinking out loud.
-Enoch
